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Monday, October 31, 2005

i think i might be screwing shit up on accident.

if i write it like this is it a poem?


i think i
might be
might not see how
i'm screwing shit up
on accident

the answer is no.

does it being an accident make it easier to fix?


Sunday, October 09, 2005

coffee cups coversation (II)

sweet smells fill
air rising with sweet
anticipation and steam
then
touch lips to taste

swallow- or gulp
it moves past fluttering heart and
butterflies
to the pit of my stomach
and stays there
till all of me is warm

it feels just like
falling in love again

[swallow twice more and
it's gone]
(10-7)


everyone’s singing
the same song
voices mix and flow
some loud- stand out, then are
drowned out by the swells of
sweater harmonies
everyone’s singing
falling flat and wavering
searching for and
surging up to
the right note. someone
hits it, and
everyone singing
follows suit
changes melodies
changing tides
carrying
everyone singing
on a current of churning tones

everyone’s singing
and I don’t know the words
(10-5-05)


Saturday, September 24, 2005

parts of poems i can't finish
----
coffee cups conversation

mingle steam
through mingled breath

held just short of
burning tongues
by warming fingers
wrapped tightly around it
----

words with wings

weighty words with wings
fluttering, straining
dip, sink- then rising
travel slowly
who will wait to hear them

if I sing them they will
fly farther

if i write them they will
last longer

if i hold them i my hand they
won't have to fight through the air


Thursday, August 25, 2005

= art

shadows + blank stares
gazing at unseen
distances
undefined spaces
upturned, down-turned, sideways
faces
fuzzy foreground
blurry in back
narrow place of clarity
broadening meaning

never smiling

if it is sad, it must hold truth

tell me what it is

‚ beauty
(8-25)

something i was thinking about today, looking at cd covers. the only time i feel like i see smiling faces in "art" or media is when they're trying to sell me something. is it just that we have no other way to express what is unsure or dark or deep inside us? is it easier to find ways to express the good? why is happiness not art. at least not pop art. i don't know. maybe this doesn't make sense.

that square is supposed to be a doesnot equal sign.


blowing kisses in the air/one-one thousand

biding, killing, stealing time
making stands- and minutes mine
dancing first while hours fly
watching second hands
waltz
by

what was yours and ours
now solely mine

we cannot see or touch or hold
but I have made it my game to own

taking, filling, willing time
leaving signs- and you behind

I will win
when
you give up
waiting



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